So.
don't expect any submits. D:
even my love urges me on to draw, but i shrug it off like my slipping math marks. .______.;;;;
Unfortunately and hopefully I will get into the act of art.
just not so soon.
>____>
It's not like i have much of an audience anyways right?

Well.. I've been on a one year hiatus.(and counting)
and dont expect me to be submitting any art anytime soon.
I've almost been on this permant block : (
If anything.
I need motivation.
and thats something i haven't gotten yet.
lets just say I dont have a muse.

Man I'm so irritated right now.
Not because of my artwork, I know I need to fix that just a tad..
But because someone stepping on my friggin' Beowulf and Grendel dvd.
D: ACK.
I .bought .that . with . my . own . money!
The dvds fine but the case is all cracked and such.
Right down the middle of it.
and it pisses me off because I like my dvds not scratched and damaged.

Though on the topic of my artwork, I'm kinda in a block right now and most of everything I draw is either Phantom or headshots. I'm starting to not like that anymore.
so i'm trying to fix that.

I'm not dead. Really i'm not.

Todays a P.A day
Tashaa and Laura came over.
They seem to love the tablet <3
I really need to draw some more on it...
-Goes back to planning what she wants to draw-
This is a really short journal. o.o

Well Christmas was okay.
-What happened-


* Stumbles out of bed* ggrghh.
Like whoah! It's Christmas! Wow. 9:30 am, Earliest waking time evah.
* Opens big box present*
"What the friggin' hell is this?... Chocolate fountain? what?"
I was confused for the rest of the morning. I didn't recall wanting a chocolate fountain for Christmas.
That is all.

In all I recieved....

A wacom tablet
A Chocolate fountain which I'm still confused about.
Sims 2 Holiday Edition. I loaded it early. It semi works. It shuts down after 5 mins though >.< And my sister put it somewhere in her room which is going to take a few months to find. >.<
Sims 2 for PS2 ( Hey I wanted to see the difference!)
Jak 3. ( FINALLY)
Money. Half of it's going to the bank. ( nouu ;_; )
Pretty clothes :3
The only thing I truthfully knew was a secret was the Fountain. Everything else was like
OMG LINDZ! THIS IS FER YOU FOR CHRISTMAS!!!1111!!!11
'Gee thanks! I really love not being surprised!..NOT.'
I love being surprised. Might not seem like it but I do.

I got my new glasses . They're pretty. Blue and a bit of green in them. I love those colours.<3
I'm getting my braces on the 17. I want them over and done with. The orthodontist is nice. He just kinda looks a bit like Stephen King.

I want to move to my grandmothers so badly. Nobody smokes there. I'm getting sick of the smoke fumes at my home. It's disgusting. AIR PURIFIERS DO NOT WORK AT MY HOME. COMPLETELY USELESS.
I'm also getting tired of using air fresheners to air out my clothing from the smoke stench. It just comes back.;_; They're just killing me faster..
moving on. I'll just have to buy more febreeze.


I can't believe this canadian weather. Supposed to be snowy all over.
Here in Ontario. It has been raining for 2 days. I wanted to go sledding or build a snowman. This is no fun. I like the snow. Stupid global warming.


I've got nothing left to say...